October? full of FUN!

it's 31st of October HAPPY HALLOWEEN people!

kemaren, tanggal 30 October seru bangeeeeet! hahahaha ada acara party halloween gitu disekolah gue, but we have to use costume ato gak pake international costume. kaya batik, kimono, ato gak apa gitu dari negara2 lain. hahahha last year, gue pake batik doang. So, this year gue pake costume jadi.......POPEYE! ahhahaha pengen liat kostum gue gak? nih nih

HAHAHHAHA kayaknya ini bukan popeye deh, right?it a lot looks like.......sailormoon?hahahah whatever deh, orang mau bilang apa. yang penting gua pake kostum. mo popeye campur sailormoon jg boleh. lo coba aja search di google, and compare foto gue, lebih cocok kemana? ditunggu ya jawabannya! nyahaha canda2 di komen pengen tau aja.

so, gue kesekolah. seru banget ada yang jadi mermaid, cinderella,flinstone,asterix,tinkerbell,peterpan,banci,banyak banget dehhh! ahhahha. and lebih seru nya lagi, ada haunted house!!!! ahhahaha tahun ini kayaknya seru banget. udah gue pake kostum terus ada haunted house. pada tau kaga haunted house? ya itu loh...rumah serem gitu, banyak setan2 nya. terus horror gitu di lante 9. oiya, gue ada foto sedikit nih, foto temen2 gue pake kostum.

yang paling kiri Gianna, dia jadi hermione granger. terus Jesslyn, dia gak jadi apa-apa -_- terus gue, jadi popeye gadungan, terus Astri jadi popeye asli beneran, terus Yuli jadi Snow White. hahaha bermacam2 orang bergabung menjadi satu di satu toillet (terus?) okay now, here we go. mau cerita gimana serunya halloween party 2009 kali ini.
oke, gue mau masuk ke aula lantai 8, tapi masih belom dibuka. Acaranya sih ada starvaganza, HAUNTED HOUSE!!, sama maze. jadi bukanya, jam stengah 2. GILEEEEE rame parah! kayak mau nntn konser aja rasanya. desek2an ngantri nya, rebut2an ada yang nyelak juga (termasuk gua) tapi seru!! hahah rebutan tuh asik, gue jago banget nyelak barisan wkwkwk udh gitu dorong2an rusuh deh pokoknya. sampe akhirnya pintu dibuka, WUSSHH tambah digencet2 gue, udh panas banget haha. oke ahirnya masuk jg,langsung capcus ngantri haunted house. ini sama aja-_- rame dan desek2an. tapi gue rada takutttt. bukan 'rada' sih tapi TAKUT BANGET. orang2 yang habis masuk aja mukenye pada pucet2 gitu, kayak mau-mati. but I don't care. this is the first time! jadi gue harus bisa masuk kedalem. okay, setelah 1 jam lebih gue nunggu barisan, akhirnya giliran gue masuk.....jengjengjeng.
awalnya2 ga serem masi terang, pas masuk!!!!! WOWOWWOOWOWOWOOW bergetar2 hatiku, gue ampe nyekek tatiana saking takutnya wkwkkw, tapi pas dilewatin sih biasa aja, hantu nya abalan pake mukena, ahhaha ga serem sm sekali! pas keluar2 ternyata biasa aja woy! tapi seru soalnya treak2 gitu dikagetin. ahhaha pengen lagiii tp ngantrinya itu males. okaydehhh, enough ceritanya. seru ya? tahun ini HALLOWEEN terseru! smoga taun depan ada lagi, gue jadi setannya hhahaha byebye, once again!

TRICK OR TREAT !

:'(

Ya good, I think you're trying to avoid me. I know from your eyes, I can see it clearly. You didn't even say "hey" or smiling? This is hurting me..........killing me..........like, HELL. I know i mean nothing to you, but you mean everything to me. Please understand me that I love you this much. You’ve hurt me a hundred million times already, and guess what? I STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU. I don’t know what was the reason I love you this much. Until now, I’ve just realized. This is good. For me and you. Thanks a lot, you’ve ruined my life. The good things that I can see from the way you avoiding me is, it will help me to get over you, to forget you, to find another guy that so much better than you. But still, it’s killing me. But I don’t care! From now and so on, I’m trying to forget you. Please.......don’t show up again, just like last time. When I’m almost over you, you begin to show up again. Do you enjoy playing with every girl’s heart? Stay away from me. Do that again, PLEASE. Do it more often, because that’s the only way to get me over you. Bye, i-hate-you.

this week suck and fuck

hey semua, bakal ngeblog gajelas deh kayaknya skrg gue. hahahahha. bosen deh gue lama2 ngeblog terus kalo misalnya pada gasuka baca, yaudah close aja ribet amat yak hahahaha. eh semuanya, gue pengen cerita aja deh. soalnya gatau mau cerita sama siapa :( gue lagi sedih bangeeeeet. actually, agak seneng sih ya tp gimana gitu. mix up thought. gue lebih suka last week banget. dianya ituu loh yang baik banget minggu kemaren. coba skarang? ga sebaik dulu tau. Minggu ini tuh ya oke deh ada part seneng tp AAAHHH tetep aja kangen minggu lalu dan kangen tanggal 18!!!! bulan.....rahasia :D haha pasti pada gatau ya? kenapa? soalnya.... hm takut pada baca hehehe. yaudah kalo sempet pasti gue cerita kok. oh ya, gue kangen taun lalu bgt deh. dia tuh maunya apaaa?suka kasi kepastian gitu ke gue, tp dia gapernah buktiin ke gua. I JUST WANNA KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT ME. hua blog gue kayaknya full ttg dia deh. bodo ah, gue kan tergila gila sama dia, beneran loh. gue gabisa tuh sedetik lupain dia. udah nempel bgt di otak gue. pay me for a million dollars if I could forget him only for 1 whole day. haha seriously, ga lebay ga boong. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH and I think for ever.

earthquake? AGAIN!

ALERT ALERT!

hari ini gempa lagi looooooooooooh! berkekuatan 6.4 Skala Richter di Jawa Barat. gue ngerasain........untuk yang kedua kalinya. please God, jangan ada gempa lagi. Tadi gue hampir sesek napas tau gak saking paniknya. Oke ikuti saran guru dan tv2 untuk gak panik. Tapi tetep aja gue panik sampe mau nangis gitu. Ini lagi, kaka gue lagi pacaran. Bukannya panik pas gue teriak2 "gempaaaa woi gempa!" dia malah "oh ya?" terus...........lanjut pacaran lagi. beh mati aja dah lu tau rasa nyet. HAHA just joking sis. Oiya, "dia" gimana ya? masih hidup gk ya??? God bless him deh ;) God please forgive all my faults. I regret for the things that i've done to You. Please leave Jakarta alone from earthquake, they don't like this. including ME!

from monday to friday, you made my day!

I LOVE THIS WEEK :) 12 October - 16 October <3<3<3

10 Kebiasaan Buruk

1. Masuk kamar mandi dan ALWAYS lupa bawa anduk. jadi keluar2 sexy back deh gue.....
2. ninggalin komputer terus masuk kamar, bengong. terus ngomong "gue mau ngapain yak tadi?"
3. kalo lagi di sekolah, boker enak2 sambil ngeden2 sendiri gitu ngomong "erhhh enaaak" and gak nyadar ternyata diluar ada cleaning service or ada orang.
4. kalo lagi makan, kaki diangkat satu. kesannya lagi duduk di warteg
5. Selalu ngelawan orang tua, jawabnya yang nyolot-nyolot. Contoh:
- Bokap: "ayo kamu solat, nanti masuk neraka loh."
Gue: "lah aku ini yang masuk neraka bukan papa........"
- Nyokap: "ayo belajar ntar nilainya jelek kamu tau rasa mama juga kena malu"
Gue: "gak usah tanggung malu ma, pura-pura aja aku bukan anak mama. repot amat"
- Kakak: "rambut lo berantakan woi benerin tuh"
Gue: "peduli amat sih lo sama rambut gue. rambut2 siapa juga ih." dan waktu liat dikaca rambut gue bener2 lagi kayak singa terus diketawain orang-orang.......
6. Orang - orang pada ngeliatin gue, terus gue cuek aja tp agak-agak risih. apalagi sampe ada yg ketawain. Terus kaka gue ngomong "resleting kebuka tuh"
7. Kalo punya karet rambut ato gak jepetian rambut selalu dibuang2 dilantai. besok2nya ngamuk-ngamuk sama mbak suruh beliin yang baru.
8. Teriak-teriak manggil "mbaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkk" terus dia naik tangga buru-buru. bilang "iya dek kenapa?" "gapapa bosen diatas sendirian, he he"
9. *pengecualian* kalo lagi bulan puasa, pas saur kan masih ngantuk. tiba-tiba bangun sendiri terus turun tangga dan kepeleset + dengan mata tertutup.
10. kalo kentut ga pernah mau ngaku

I LOVE TODAY!

why? no more reasons for happiness expect of because of HIM! yay! he's back!

YEAAAAAAAAAY dia udah balik jadi baik kayak dulu...jadi friendly dan suka nyapa gue lagi. suka senyum lagi. suka ngobrol lagi. dan tadi kita ngobrol berduaan doang lama bangeeeeeet. hehe seneng bgt deh hari ini. I love you!!!!!! ;) xoxo, 121009♥♥

Dear "you"

I was trying to forget you.
I thought this would be easy
but NO that's absolutely WRONG
trying to forget someone I love is like trying to remembering someone I never knew
so I keep on trying to forget you
still
I CAN'T
it's like trying to quit from taking drugs
because I was thinking that I really find my true love
and you define me what True love is
You're the one who makes me laugh when I don't even want to smile
and I start to be insane when you staring at me
boy, you drives me crazy
you have entered my heart and I will never let you out
you may be out of my sight but never out of my mind
so I changed my mind
to loving you but facing the truth that you will never love me back.

~ by: Me ~

How Can I forget you?

How can I forget you
When everything I see is your face
Everywhere I hear is your name
Echoing in my head

How can I forget you
When my heart refused to do it
All these time I yearn only for you
A longing that no one can fill in

How can I forget you
Everytime I listen to our song
Its hard to live without you here
When all I knew is you are my everything