someone over there, i wish you could read this

one night, seperti biasa, gue online msn. gue scroll dari atas, sampe kebawah. and then, i suddenly stop scrolling, when I saw your name, the flashback attacks me. Sialnya, gue keinget dia lagi. Dia lagi online, babik. Sumpah, gue udah bisa lupain dia, gue udah sempet ga peduli lagi sama dia, tapi kenapa malem itu pas gue liat dia online, gue jd.......kangen. Awalnya, gue melawan perasaan itu, gue gak mau. Buat apa juga? Kita udah ga deket, terakhir ketemu...mm.... Januari 2009 dan gue lupa tanggalnya. Sssshhh. Bodoh amat gue -_- udh bisa lupain jd kangen. Mana gue buka twitter dia, buka facebook dia, makin kangen ae. Sumpah kangen dulu abis, waktu kita saring bagi bagi cerita, he shared his stories, i gave my advice, and i tell mine he gave me advice. Gooooooood times. Tp yaudah lah, dia sombong skrg. Maklom, udah eksis ;) selamat yaaaa. Btw, cuman mau lo tau, kalo lo ga kenal gue, lo ga bakal kenal sama cewek yg lagi deket sm lo skrg, ckckck. Harusnya lo terimakasih sama gue, tp apa? Dih, lo nya aja sombong setengah mati ama gue. Eh gue jd kesel ama lo -_- bagus bagus, sana mati aja looooo!

Hello!!! It's June already, too late to post cause I have no time :P I'm 14 now! 2 June was my birthday andddd I kinda hate the fact that I'm getting older -_- hahaha by I should thankful that I'm still alive, hoping that this year would be better and more more better. Di umur gue yg 14 ini gue bisa berubah jd lebih baik dan bisa banggain orang lain :) First of all, gue cunman mau ngepost apa yang ada di otak gue, jd sorry kalo random. Currently, I'm watching world cup 2010 argentina VS nigeria, I'm #teamArgetina! Of course -_- Go messi!!!!! Eeet, Kaka cemburu gue dukung Messi. Don't worry Kaka, i support you 45% !!!! ehe ehe ehe. And Kloseeee >Messi deng. Uuh, i love you three. Kaka, Klose, Messi. Brazil, Germany, Argentina. Eh, sebelum saya mengakhiri blog yg tidak penting ini, gue jd keinget master deddy cobuzzzier. Dia jd mama loren wanna be abis-_- hahah noo offense (takut ketauan terus dituntut ntar) --" so just saying, gue jg mau jadi deddy cobuzier prediksi yang bakal menang world cup 2010 :P hahaha yg jelas, gue asal-asalan. Kalo si Master dari es yang super dingin, gue di kolam air panas bak mandi gue, sungguh cerdas kan gue? Sangat. Terus abis gue berendem, gue tau deh yg menang GERMAN!!!! HAHAHAHA ngarang. mentang-mentang gue dukung German banget gue blg mereka bakal menang, liat aja, ampe bener?????? ayo mau ape lu? Let's see ae.

broken strings

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

PS: Dear, someone. i wish you'd listen to the song i play because the lyrics play the words i fail to say