someone over there, i wish you could read this

one night, seperti biasa, gue online msn. gue scroll dari atas, sampe kebawah. and then, i suddenly stop scrolling, when I saw your name, the flashback attacks me. Sialnya, gue keinget dia lagi. Dia lagi online, babik. Sumpah, gue udah bisa lupain dia, gue udah sempet ga peduli lagi sama dia, tapi kenapa malem itu pas gue liat dia online, gue jd.......kangen. Awalnya, gue melawan perasaan itu, gue gak mau. Buat apa juga? Kita udah ga deket, terakhir ketemu...mm.... Januari 2009 dan gue lupa tanggalnya. Sssshhh. Bodoh amat gue -_- udh bisa lupain jd kangen. Mana gue buka twitter dia, buka facebook dia, makin kangen ae. Sumpah kangen dulu abis, waktu kita saring bagi bagi cerita, he shared his stories, i gave my advice, and i tell mine he gave me advice. Gooooooood times. Tp yaudah lah, dia sombong skrg. Maklom, udah eksis ;) selamat yaaaa. Btw, cuman mau lo tau, kalo lo ga kenal gue, lo ga bakal kenal sama cewek yg lagi deket sm lo skrg, ckckck. Harusnya lo terimakasih sama gue, tp apa? Dih, lo nya aja sombong setengah mati ama gue. Eh gue jd kesel ama lo -_- bagus bagus, sana mati aja looooo!

Hello!!! It's June already, too late to post cause I have no time :P I'm 14 now! 2 June was my birthday andddd I kinda hate the fact that I'm getting older -_- hahaha by I should thankful that I'm still alive, hoping that this year would be better and more more better. Di umur gue yg 14 ini gue bisa berubah jd lebih baik dan bisa banggain orang lain :) First of all, gue cunman mau ngepost apa yang ada di otak gue, jd sorry kalo random. Currently, I'm watching world cup 2010 argentina VS nigeria, I'm #teamArgetina! Of course -_- Go messi!!!!! Eeet, Kaka cemburu gue dukung Messi. Don't worry Kaka, i support you 45% !!!! ehe ehe ehe. And Kloseeee >Messi deng. Uuh, i love you three. Kaka, Klose, Messi. Brazil, Germany, Argentina. Eh, sebelum saya mengakhiri blog yg tidak penting ini, gue jd keinget master deddy cobuzzzier. Dia jd mama loren wanna be abis-_- hahah noo offense (takut ketauan terus dituntut ntar) --" so just saying, gue jg mau jadi deddy cobuzier prediksi yang bakal menang world cup 2010 :P hahaha yg jelas, gue asal-asalan. Kalo si Master dari es yang super dingin, gue di kolam air panas bak mandi gue, sungguh cerdas kan gue? Sangat. Terus abis gue berendem, gue tau deh yg menang GERMAN!!!! HAHAHAHA ngarang. mentang-mentang gue dukung German banget gue blg mereka bakal menang, liat aja, ampe bener?????? ayo mau ape lu? Let's see ae.

broken strings

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

PS: Dear, someone. i wish you'd listen to the song i play because the lyrics play the words i fail to say

Cobras

Just want to share the fun :-)

So, tiba tiba gue kangen banget sama concert Cobra Starship!!! at 23rd March 2010. Jadi gini ceritanya......(ea gue mau cerita nih) jadi, kan pas hari senen masih Project Week. Gue ikut ACP Golf dan project weeknya di jakarta aja, dan cuman di senayan driving range. Ya tapi sih seru bangettt. Kayak bercandaan sama ms.irene hahaha, masa gue dibilang mau kawin sama orang arab? Gak lucu banget deh Miss. Hahahah kangeeeeeeeen golf abis! Huhu :'( Terus, kayak diajarin gitu deh cara maen golf. Seru, terus pas tanggal 22 gue ambil tiket cobra nya yang asil dituker sm vouchernya. Jadi kyk muter-muter, pertama ke Plaza Senayan ambil tiket buat gue, terus ke Mahakam nemenin temen gue ngambil tiket. Udh ya, gapenting soal tiketnya. Besoknya, hari yang ditunggu tungguuuu! the daaaay! Woohooo B) terus, yaudah deh anggep aja gue udah sampe di tennis indoor senayan, terus kyk nunggu gitu. Nunggu didalem udh kyk mau bertelor gue, demi dah. Pas waktu BLG nunggunya ga selama pas cobra -_- and akhirnya, setelah ditunggu tunggu Cobra Starship pun nongol jugaaaa. Gabe keluar duluan, uuuu so hot :3 lagu pertama The City is At War. RUSUH GILAAAAAAAAAA. HAAHAHAHAH. TERUS YAA, eh keterusan pake caps -_- terus abis itu, concertnya selesai. They were awesome!! tp sialnya....lo harus tau....sendal gue........ilang atu -.- gue....nyeker...kayak? Gembel. Bener dah, mana rambut acak-acakan abis dijambak lah kena ketek keringet orang lah bener dah gue sengsara abis. Tp untung ada org baik ngasi gue sendal sebelah tp ga cocok jd gue kayak seok seok gitu jalannya....gembel tenan. Hahaha tp malem itu bener-bener unforgettable abis, insiden sendal hilang yang gabakal gue lupain deeeeh! 23rd March 2010, one of the best night in my life :p

isengs.

BOSEN. Hmm, ngabur ke blogspot deh :p Eh, gue iseng-iseng lagi dengerin lagu, terus gue baru ilhamin baik-baik isi lyricnya, ternyata eh ternyata, gue ketemu yang pas banget sama apa yg lg gue rasain, ga pas pas banget sih -_- tp yaaa keseluruhan, bisa dibilang begitu ;) So, the songCan't Fight This Feeling by Finn Hudson (Glee) yang gue maksud. Kenapa? Nih, lyricnya.

I can't fight this feeling any longer

And yet i'm still afraid to let it flow

What started out as friendship, has grown stronger

I only wish I had the strenght to let it flow

Waaaanjeng. Sumpah dua lyric baris pertama bener-bener pas abisssssss. Ah gue males jelasin kenapa, tapi intinya, gue lagi ngerasain sesuatu, tapi gue gak tau yang pasti itu apa (gue gak bisa menjelaskannya pake kata-kata) Dan, gue susah buat biarin perasaan ini pergi. Bener-bener sulit. Kayak nyari jarum didasar lautan (?) Hahahaha, oke. Jadi yah, gitu deh. Iseng doang sih nulis ini, klo gasuka yaudah gausah baca, gausah compalin. Byeee.

HEY BLOGSPOT! long time no see B) kangen nih gue hahaha. well, to be honest disini lebih private karena ga ada yang tau link gue hehe. kalo di tumblr udah banyak banget yang tau bused dah jadi gabisa ngeblog yang aneh2 karena gue yakin pasti bakal baca. udah gitu pake follow2 segala lagi. mehehehe. jadi kayanya gue balik ke blog nih!!! mau ninggalin tumblr aja :p ga ada yang baca kan? coba siapa yang tau??? url gue kan susah gitu. oh ya, gini nih kemaren tanggal 4 February pas malem jam 9-an gue ngefly banget2an~~~~~ emang kayanya lebay sih. dia cuman blg ............... hm ada deh gaboleh tau lo semua. hahahah tp seneng aja gitu kaget dia blg gitu. kan kaya gamungkin. TAPI SIALNYA: history chatnya ga ke save :"""""""""( ga sengaja ke end!!! tolol bgt padahal dia kan gabakal bilang kaya gitu lagi. itu tuh sumpah gue kaget bgt loh. hehe bodo deh, sampe mati gue bakal inget tuh lo ngomong kaya gitu. sweeet bgt :") btw, gue akhir2 ini gampang nangis. banyakan masalah.......di keluarga. gue harap sih disekolah G-A-M-A-U ada masalah sama temen temen. please semua nya. gue butuh support bukannya di gimana gimana-in. ok? ngertiin posisi gue skrg. dah deh. gue capek nih mau belajar math. See yaaa!

HELLO BLOGSPOT!

heyheyhey! lama bgt ga ngepost, and hello iseng bgt ini buka blogspot. cause skrg gue pindah ke tumblr. heheeheh lebih seru juga dech ternyata. sorry loh blogspot aku tak bermaksud (?) kalo mau tau url tumblr tanya aja yaqqq. btw, gue udah masuk sekolah lagi. and tunggu seblom gue cerita, ini kayanya bakal jd my last post deeehh tp bukan berarti mau di delete, takut nyesel wkwkw. so, sekolah sih biasa2 aja. dan please.gue.gasabar.25Januari. BLG!!!!!!!!!!hahaha ga lebay deh ini. seriusan gasabar bgt gatau kenapa :P eh males nih sama dia, skrg brubah lagi -____- capek gue. kadang berubah jd baik, kadang ngeselin. tp ttp aja gue gabisa ngelupain. well-well, gue lagi ngafalin lagu2 nya BLG, biar disana ga cengok diem aje. yekan?hahahaha. eh kalo pd nnntn bilang gue dong siapa tau aja bs barengan get0000h. wkwk soooo gue mau les dulu nic, malezzzz bgddddd. OHNOOOO!!! ini my last postttt...... tp bakal buka blog sih tp ga ngepost. jgn pada kangen ya :') HOHO meloveyouall :*